The Jackass star, who was recently admitted to Cedars-Sinai Medical Center (AKA Britney Spears and Owen Wilson's former home) after he sent a suicide email to approximately 33 of his closest friends, has had a revelation since being inside: "There is more to me than the act of scrotum-stapling. I had never seen the tolls that my years have taken on my flesh so vividly. Pretty wild to wait until you're hidden away in the 'nut house' to become self-conscious about the way you look. I am, indeed, very proud to be exactly how I am, imperfections and all. As a matter of fact, I look forward to the deterioration of my appearance over future years, with hopes of giggling, in old age, at the thought of how truly ugly I will have become." That's the spirit.