She may have vowed to give up drinking booze (*ahem* before gigs), but she's still living in a land of delusion. Of her recent overdose, the hairstyle said; "I really thought I was on the way out. My husband Blake saved my life when he brought me into the hospital. I often don't know what I do. Then the next day my memory returns, and I'm engulfed in shame. I recently saw a picture of myself when I came out of the hospital, and I didn't recognise myself anymore. I believe I live through pain - if you suffer for something, it means it's important." Eh, NO, it means it's not right for you, love. Anything truly good for you should not cause suffering (with the notable exception of childbirth).